Essentail Question: Poe who is to say what is normal?

I think that I am what most people would consider weird, or different. The thing is; what gives them the right to say what is normal? If you think about it, maybe I am the only normal one. Sometimes we look at something that is different as being weird, just because it is not what we are used to. That does not mean it isn't normal. I would love to meet the person who set the standards for being normal! Maybe, Just maybe they were a little weird, so Maybe they don't know what normal is.
hmmm.....i guess we will never know!

Dear Love

Dear Hank,

You have been there for me from the beginning. Heck we were baptized together. You are my rock. Every time i have a problem i know who i can turn to. Over these last 3 or 4 years we have gotten really close. And i wouldn't trade all the things we been through for the world. i was there to hold you when you wanted to cry about boys, and like wise to you. You always gave me a shoulder to lean on. i will never be able to thank you enough.

This past summer we spent every day together. I was at your house almost everyday. It was an escape i had away from my home life, and the people who stressed me out. We would talk about every thing and anything. That was the summer we became sisters. Haley i love you my best friend, and I'm glad i can be myself with you! All i have to say is " I LOVE YOU!....why?....BECAUSE YOU LET ME BE MYSELF!" Hankie thank you for being my best friend!

An Adventure gone wrong

Monday i came to school and all i could think about was all this snow we were supposed to be getting. 3:15 rolled around and the announcements came on and basically told us that we needed to get home as soon as we could because the snow was on its way and they wanted us all off the roads and safe. That night i went to bed and when i woke up i ran to my window and saw a brand new blanket of white fluffiness. The first thing i did was call up my friend Haley. She is my best friend and we are with each other constantly, i consider her house to be my second home. Its like my home away from home. i always feel comfortable to be myself around her. So the first snow day we had i got myself over to her house and we set out on an adventure. So, we set out for the unknown. We walked to the very back of their property and decided to go into the woods. We crossed maybe 20 small lakes and several patches of thorns. We climbed over trees that had fallen from previous storms. We just let our imagination sore. We called the fallen trees mountains and the small streams oceans. We were gone for a good 4 hours just exploring the woods behind her house. Then we decided that it was getting too cold and we needed to go back. So i went to climb over the biggest Mountain we had seen all day. This mountain had fallen over a large body of frozen water. The thing is the ice on top of the water wasn't as thick as i had thought. I took one step and the ice broke in several places. So i stood on a small branch and tried to balance myself so i could get to the tree. Then out of nowhere my feet fly from out beneath me. i went straight through the frozen water and could not move. My friend Haley just stood there and laughed at me. i picked myself up on to find that i had dropped my camera on the water. That was the day i lost all my memories. i was just astonished that it had happened to me. Still shocked i began to cry, after that i basically i ran back to her house because we were both fed up with all this snow and coldness. This was my Adventure that went wrong. :(

Temptations

How do you do it?

You instill fear in me!

You point me in directions I wish not to travel.

Temptation

How evil you are.

I see you everyday

Your face

My heart

You feed on my emotions

How do you do it?

You make it all look so easy

Temptation

leave my soul alone

I know now how you work!

and never shall i confide in you again

Temptation

Driving

Ok so i finally got my license....yayy!
I've spent the past 180 days worrying about this day. How will i do? All i could think about was what if i fail this test? The week before i had been telling everyone that i was going to get it. Wow, it would of been embarrassing if i walked back into school and didn't have that orange sticker.
So at 12:00pm my mom checked me out of school....i got into the car and drove to the testing sight. i was a whole 30 minutes early. The guy sits down in the passenger seat and i swear to you he is sweating more than me. I started pulling off, and before i know it the test was over and i could See my mom passing back and forth. I pulled the car over and i let out a sigh of relief when he handed me back my permit with the orange sticker on it. As soon as i walked into school the biggest smile ever fell across my face, and it wouldn't go away. I don't know why i was so excited, but for some reason it made me feel more mature.

YAYY :)

Nicholas Sparks

"If conversation was the lyrics, laughter was the music, making time spent together a melody that could be replayed over and over without getting stale."

"There are no monuments dedicated to me and my name will soon be forgotten, but i've loved another with all my heart and soul, and to me this has always been enough."

(The Notebook)

"So it's not gonna be easy. It's going to be really hard; we're gonna have to work at this everyday, but i wan to do that because i want you. I want all of you, forever, everyday. You and me.....everday."

(The Notebook)

"I finally understood what true love meant...love meant that you care for another person's happiness more than your own, no matter how painful the choices you face might be."

(Dear John)

"It's possible to go on, no matter how impossible it seems, and that in time, the grief ... lessens. It may not go away completely, but after a while it's not so overwhelming."

(Dear John)

"Without suffering, there'd be no compassion."

(A Walk to Remember)

"Without you in my arms, i feel an emptiness in my soul. I find myself searching the crowds for your face- i know it's an impossibility, but i cannot help myself."

(Message in a Bottle)

"Sometimes you have to be apart from people you love, but that doesn't make you love them any less. Sometimes you love them more."

(The Last Song)

Sometimes I sit and wonder how could someone know so much about love and life? I would give anything to meet this man.

One good lookin MAN!

"My only obligation is to keep myself and other people guessing."
-Jude Law
Why be normal? Why fit in?
Do what makes you happy! Have spontaneous moments! I want to live my life this way; I want to keep people guessing. I don't want to be predictable or boring. I want people on the edge of their seat, almost like an action movie. Im not trying to say I want to be the center of attention, but I just want to have fun and for people to notice! Does that make sense?

I mean look at Jude law, he knows what he wants in life, and well he can do what ever. Seriously anybody that good lookin can.