The Missing Piece

We all spend our life looking for that perfect someone to make our life complete; to make our world go round. its not that we want just anyone, we want someone who can make us happy. Along the way we go through ruff patches where things seem to be going well and then it does a 180. We have relationships that go so wrong, and then there are some that go so right. When nothing seems to be going the way it should we begin to feel down about ourselves. like in the story we have friends along the way that show us how great we really are, and maybe even make us realize that we don't need someone in our life to make us happy. Maybe i should be my own piece, maybe i should just sit back and be happy with what i have. All i need is my friends and the memories we share. If it just so happen that along my journey of life i fount my missing piece and it allowed me to still do the things i love, well then that is something i call fate. And i wouldn't have it any other way!

Armor

I feel so unbreakable and yet i am fragile. Tell me how to feel and i will feel . Teach me how to love and i will do so.

I stand here in this dark abyss.

I wonder how?...I wonder why?

Why am I the way I am? It is because of people like you that I second guess myself.

Then it hits me like a ray of light. I am who I am because this is how he made me.

So I will no longer stand here and sulk, but now I will hold strong.

I will bare myself to the world and not care because I am bulletproof.

Take your best shot because I have an armor of faith and friends, that I know will let nothing bad pass through.

"Love is my Sword, friends my Armor, and Humor my Sheild!"

Something to think about

what are our ideals?
How much are we in control of ourselves?
How well do we know ourselves?
My ideal life basically consists of being happy and striving to make others happy too. waking up everyday to the ones i love. taking each breathe as it comes and not having any regrets. To live each minute as a miracle that is unrepeatable, which is exactly what it is, a miracle and unrepeatable. Ill strive to be the best i can and achieve success. I mean who doesn't want to be happy? Who doesn't want to love their life? I believe that as long as i have happiness and love in my life it will be perfection. In my next thirty years i see myself out of college and pursuing a career in athletic training, with a family of course. I just want to be surrounded by my friends and family.
When asked how much are we in control of ourselves i have to reflect on all the strong influences in my life. The main one would be God, and my religion. It is because of my religion that i know how to choose from right and wrong. I'm not always sure if what i am doing is right, but that is what my savior asks of me so i have an obligation to do it. Another strong influence on every one's life would be their government. Sure people are always saying that they want to be rebellious but it could just because the government gives you these restrictions. With out them telling you not to, do you actually think you would attempt to do it?
How well do i know myself? well in all honesty, i don't. i know for a fact i don't know my true self. i only know what people have told me. People always tell me i am a happy person that is always smiling and in a good mood. The truth is i don't always feel that way, but that is they way i act because that is what people expect from me. i know i always try to live up to my expectations even if i don't feel like it. i feel like if i don't then i wont be happy, and if I'm not happy i wont be able to live my ideal life.

Wind Storm 09'

i hate waking up early on Sunday morning to go to church, but i guess i have to. As i start to get ready i take a quick glance out my window and notice the trees are swaying back and forth, no big deal. i walked outside and opened my car door,i sit down in the seat and i feel the car moving all by itself. i wait a few minutes to see what would happen,then i start to pull out of my driveway and i notice the car being pulled across the yellow line. i begin driving faster, and faster so i could get to church quicker and not have to be in this wind anymore. i step out of my car and immediately my hair goes in every direction from the stupid wind, and on top of that the air was humid. As i am sitting in church i hear this whistling noise coming from the stained glass windows. i just blew it off and didn't pay attention. The back doors swing open and everyone seems to dart out of there. i see limbs flying in every direction,and the sky is just as dark as night. i take only a few steps and feel myself being pulled toward the opposite direction i was heading. i am thinking how in the heck am i going to drive home. i step in my car and begin to drive off and this time i decide to take it slower than the last. i just want to be cautious.

finally i make it to my house and the wind is blowing so hard the few trees we have in my yard are laying down. i see siding being ripped away from the side of buildings all around me. this is the most i have been scared in my entire life. i don't know what is going to happen next.

Fragment of my Imagination

Today is when we all wake up and realize that all of this is nothing but a fragment of our imagination. This is when we notice all the things we will miss, all the memories that don’t exist. At this point we will wish that during this dream we were in we would have taken our time and appreciated the little things more. The times when we saw the smiles and heard the laughs we shared. American Romanticism teaches us to never take a single moment for granted, to live your life to the fullest. We should live each minute as an unrepeatable miracle, and that is exactly what it is, unrepeatable and a miracle. Even if all of this is part of my imagination I am gonna make the best of it!

Acquisition

My heart is here for you to take.

It is something i hope you hold as a keepsake.

It's trapped inside all alone, in a prison.

I need someone like you to help with this jailbreak.

This is nothing but an Acquisition of my heart.

My heart is here for you to love.

If you would just wrap your arms around it like a glove.

Again, nothing but an acquisition of my heart.

Dwight's quotes

Dwight Schrute: "I have been Michael’s number two guy for about 5 years. And we make a great team. We’re like one of those classic famous teams. He’s like Mozart and I’m like...Mozart's friend. No. I’m like Butch Cassidy and Michael is like...Mozart. You try and hurt Mozart? You’re gonna get a bullet in your head courtesy of Butch Cassidy."

Michael Scott: Dwight, what is your middle name?

Dwight Schrute: Danger.

Michael Scott: It's something with a "K"...

Jim Halpert: It's Kurt... wow, it's so sad that I know that.

Dwight Schrute: Chu chu chu chu.

Jim Halpert: What are you doing?

Dwight Schrute: Vietnam sounds

Michael Scott: Dwight! Hey is it me or does this place smell like updog?

Dwight Schrute: What's up dog?

Michael Scott: Gotcha! Hahaha, oh god... crap. Nothin', how you doing?

Dwight Schrute: Good, how are you doing?

Dwight Schrute: When my mother was pregnant with me, they did an ultrasound and found she was having twins. When they did another ultrasound a few weeks later, they discovered, that I had resorbed the other fetus. Do I regret this? No, I believe his tissue has made me stronger. I now have the strength of a grown man and a little baby.

Dwight Schrute: Michael always says "K-I-S-S. Keep it simple, stupid." Great advice. Hurts my feelings every time.

Dwight Schrute: [bringing in a dead goose] I accidentally ran over it. It's a Christmas miracle!

Dwight Schrute [enters hallway]: Who did this to you? Where is he?

Pam: What, no it's nothing.

Dwight Schrute [takes off jacket, ties it around his waste]: It's hot in here.

Pam: Yeah.

Dwight Schrute: Yeah. [give Pam handkerchief]

Pam: Thanks, you don't need to stay here.

Dwight Schrute: I know. [puts arm around Pam]

Pam [continues crying]

Dwight Schrute: So you're PMS'ing pretty bad, huh?

Pam [cries more]

Dwight Schrute: I don’t believe you, continue

Dwight Schrute:Dolphins get a lot of good publicity for the drowning swimmers they push back to shore, but what you don’t hear about is the many people they push farther out to sea! Dolphins aren’t smart. They just like pushing things.

Dwight Schrute: People say, oh it’s dangerous to keep weapons in the home, or the workplace. Well I say, it’s better to be hurt by someone you know, accidentally, than by a stranger, on purpose

more to come later..... :)

oooh how much better this made my day!