laughter

Why is it that the most stupidest things make us laugh the most. It could be a simple youtube video of someone trying to sing a song, and doing it terribly, or it could be someone just talking to themselves. I love to laugh and I do it often. Say a word weird and I will giggle...make a weird face and I will chuckle...Be as random as possible and I will laugh hysterically. Laughter always make me feel better for a little while.It allows me to forget about the world.

Emily Dickinson

WITH A FLOWER

I hide myself within my flower,


That wearing on your breast,

You, unsuspecting, wear me too --

And angels know the rest.



I hide myself within my flower,

That, fading from your vase,

You, unsuspecting, feel for me

Almost a loneliness.

Rage!

Why do I freaking let you get to me. You do all the WRONG things and yet I am still friends with you. You say all the wrong things and yet I am still friends with you. You could be a complete jerk and at the end of the day I will blow it off like it was no big deal. We are supposed to be friends gosh dang it! Sometimes I wonder if you can hear what you are saying. Because I'm almost positive that if you did you would hate yourself. Grow up dude! and learn to respect a girl. wow boys are so overrated....deep down I wish I could punch you in the throat.On the downside, that would solve nothing, because in the end you will still be the jerk and I will still be your friend. I hope that one day I stop letting people walk all over me.

KOM training day!

" Failure is NOT an Option for MY freshmen!"
This is a phrase we used throughout the day. Training day this year was fun. We started out sitting at our tables with our group. This year I was selected to be on the KOM council, so I had the privilege to select the members in my group. So far I am happy with my selection. We have each agreed that we are going to make this Kick off day a good one. We have promised to be as excited and understanding as possible. I can't wait to see what freshmen we are assigned and the great things we will be able to do for them. I have high hopes that next year will be a good one. No matter what we will proudly say, "Failure is NOT an Option for MY freshmen!"

GLEEEEEEEEE!

O My Gosh I'm so excited. the new season of Glee is coming back to T.V.
I can't wait for these fun filled episodes of drama, dancing, and singing.I think Will Schuester, the head of the Glee club, is finally gonna make his move on Emma Pillsbury, the school guidance Councilor. Who knows what kind of music they will bring to this season. I can't wait!

Problems....yayy

Problems are never a good thing. These days I seem to have too many. Prom is just around the corner, no joke like 4 days away. I am stressed to the max. The good thing is that my dress came in over spring break and it FITS! My date got his bow tie and it is awesome looking. So I think to myself, alright things are going good. Now we need plans on what we are doing before......um we both have no idea. Then yesterday he tells me that he has to work prom night!! Are you serious? okay well he goes in to ask off and they straight told him no. wow...really? So the best he could do was get off at 4. So this Saturday is going to be a BAM BAM BAM day. I wont have a moment to rest. From the time I wake up till we get where we are supposed to be I will be rushing. Maybe I should wake up earlier......ummm NOT! haha ill just go with the flow and see where things end up. I just know that this will be a night I will never forget and I'm not gonna let a little problem get in the way.

Inspiration through her words

Hurry up and wait
So close, but so far away
Everything that you've always dreamed of
Close enough for you to taste
But you just can't touch

You wanna show the world, but no one knows your name yet
Wonder when and where and how you're gonna make it
You know you can if you get the chance
In your face as the door keeps slamming
Now you're feeling more and more frustrated
And you're getting all kind of impatient waiting

[Chorus:]
We live and we learn to take
One step at a time
There's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly
Or falling in love
It's gonna happen and it's
Supposed to happen and we
Find the reasons why
One step at a time

You believe and you doubt
You're confused, you got it all figured out
Everything that you always wished for
Could be yours, should be yours, would be yours
If they only knew

You wanna show the world, but no one knows your name yet
Wonder when and where and how you're gonna make it
You know you can if you get the chance
In your face as the door keeps slamming
Now you're feeling more and more frustrated
And you're getting all kind of impatient waiting

When you can't wait any longer
But there's no end in sight
when you need to find the strength
It's your faith that makes you stronger
The only way you get there
Is one step at a time

check list

Bow tie....check
dress....check
shoes....check
flowers....check
hairstyle...check
friends...check
good times....check
loud music....check
awesome dance moves...CHECK
hot date....check
plans....almost check
appointments made.....check
perfect attitude....check
ready for the time of our lives.....check
tickets...........check
yellow submarine....check
camera...check
yeppp im ready to make some memories
PROM 10'

Things that BUG ME!

Sometimes when I get mad, a way of making my self feel better is to tell someone else what is making me so mad. So here are some things that really make me mad or just plain annoys me......
-when people smack their gum
-boys who have really long hair
-girls who have long hair but don't wash it.
-teachers who decide they give up on you
-people who love the sound of their own voice
-people who chomp and smack when they are eating
-when girls wear socks with flip flops
-when a girl fixes their hair really good and then wears boy clothes
-guys that wear girl clothes
-guys that wear makeup
-when couples decided they need to make out in the middle of the hallway
-when i get an apple and it is soft
-when random people decide that they need to stare at you for no reason
-when someone acts like they know everything, when they clearly don't
-teachers who are complete Hypocrites
-lazy people
-drivers who don't use their blinkers
-white people who try to be black
-girls that love to be loud ALL THE TIME!
-people that drag their feet
-guys that think it is funny to punch you
-when i have to repeat myself more than twice
-hot guys with ugly girlfriends
-stupid drivers
-people who feel the need to talk about you when you are 5 feet away
-idiots
-when my brother leaves his stuff out on the sink
-ppl tht dnt spl out hol wrds!!!
-boys that wear too much cologne
- AND when people ignore me.....randomly with no explanation
YEPPP...im sure there are more (:

Forgiveness

It was getting dark and we were asked to take a piece of paper and write a letter to anyone we chose. We were supposed to write to them telling how sorry we were or that we forgive them for whatever it was that they might of done. I decided to write mine to many people. They told us that these letters would not be read by anyone but ourselves so we could write what ever we needed to. In the end we would all gather together and burn the letters. This was supposed to be a way to destress us and to possibly lift certain burdens off our shoulders. As the letters burned we would say a small prayer, asking God for his forgiveness.

So i began to write to all those I had hurt in my life, most importantly my parents. My heart began racing and my hands quivering. I didn't know how to put my thoughts in words, let alone down on this piece of paper. The lights were dimmed and the room was silent. At certain corners i would hear others that were writing their letters began crying. That is when all emotions ran through me. I realized that these kids were taking this so seriously, so I dug deep inside and wrote what ever popped into my head.

Over half of the paper was me yelling at all those who hurt me. I didn't know that this was going to touch my heart the way it did. I was able to put words on this paper that i would never in my life be brave enough to say to that person. All i know is that, that night i became closer to God. With every tear i shed while writing that letter was for ever person that i hurt, or who has caused pain on me.

In the end when i was looking over my letter i realised that now the things i was so mad about, didn't seem like such a big deal. I forgave and know i was forgiven.