Dr.Seuss

-"Be who you are and say what you feel, because those
who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind"

-"Today you are you, that is truer than true.
there is no one alive who is youer than you."

-"Don't cry because it is over, smile
because it happened."

-"I like nonsense, it wakes up the brain cells.
Fantasy is a necessary ingredient in living,
It's a way of looking at life through the wrong end
of a telescope. Which is what I do, And that enables
you to laugh at life's realities."

-"I meant what I said, and I said what I meant.
An elephant's faithful, one hundred percent"

-"Unless someone like you cares a whole awful
lot, nothing is going to get better. It's not."

Softball Season

Finally, i get to start playing the sport i love the most.
It's like a drug just to be able to put on my uniform and step onto that field.
This year, we had some unfortunate things happen. Many people were beginning to get hurt, and some very ill. It really made me feel unsure about how well we will do this year, when we got the news that our #1 short-stop Chelsea had mono, and that she would not be able to practice with us until spring break. My jaw literally dropped when we got that news. Don't get me wrong, our other senior does a good job at trying to lead us. So I'm just going to keep telling myself:
"Somewhere behind the athlete you've become and the hours of practice and the coaches who have pushed you is a little girl who fell in love with the game and never looked back... play for her."
Mia Hamm
All i can do is pray, pray that we are able to come out of this season victorious!
it is all for the love of the game! <3

I miss youu

The day was January 5th, 2010....a.k.a. the worst day of the year thus far. This was the day you packed up all your things and went to base training, in Mississippi. At first, i was scared that i wouldn't get to see you again, but before you left our conversation was filled with promises of letters and phone calls. The thing is i wouldn't get any of these until march.
Believe it or not, i counted down and now that march is almost here it brings tears to my eyes. Every night i thought about you. i would say to myself, does he still feel the same way? I wondered if you were even the same guy I met 3 years ago.
Even though it will be September before i get to see you again, just the thought of hearing your voice gives me the chills. So every night i will be eagerly waiting by the phone, just waiting to hear you say I love you one more time.

INFATUATION

All of these me are gorgeous
David Beckham

Channing Tatum

Jude Law

Chris Pine

My celeberty crushess (: YUMM

OH THE PLACES YOU'LL GO!

"Congratulations!

Today is your day,

You're off to Great Places!

You're off and away!

You hav brains in your head.

You have feet in your shoes.

You can steer yourself

any direction you choose.

You're on your own. And you know what you know.

And YOU are the guy who'll decide where to go.

You'll look up and down streets. Look 'em over with care.

About some you will say, "i dont choose to go there. "

With your head full of brains, and your shoes full of feet,

you're too smart to go down any not-so-good street.

And you may not find any

you'll want to go down.

In that case, of course,

you'll head straight out of town.

It's opener there

in the wide open air.

Out there things can happen

and frequently do

to people as brainy

and footsy as you.

And when things start to happen,

dont worry. Don't stew.

Just go right along.

You'll start happening too.

OH!

THE PLACES YOU'LL GO!"

Mirror Mirror On the Wall

There you are across the room, a reflection I constantly try to avoid.

Mirror, Mirror on the wall you show me who I really am.

I look up and see, automatically

I'm disgusted

Why do we judge our self so harshly?

I see my face, so blemished with freckles.

My eyes too close, my nose to wide, and my forehead to long.

So fed up with this outward appearance, I begin to look beneath my skin.

Mirror, mirror on the wall show me who I really am.

Now when I look up, I see determination.

I see a soul and eyes full of love.

NO longer will I compare myself to the "image"

Now when I look in the mirror, I see nothing but beauty, because I know this is how the Good Lord made me.

Mirror, Mirror on the wall, thank you for showing me who I really am.

Essentail Question: Poe who is to say what is normal?

I think that I am what most people would consider weird, or different. The thing is; what gives them the right to say what is normal? If you think about it, maybe I am the only normal one. Sometimes we look at something that is different as being weird, just because it is not what we are used to. That does not mean it isn't normal. I would love to meet the person who set the standards for being normal! Maybe, Just maybe they were a little weird, so Maybe they don't know what normal is.
hmmm.....i guess we will never know!

Dear Love

Dear Hank,

You have been there for me from the beginning. Heck we were baptized together. You are my rock. Every time i have a problem i know who i can turn to. Over these last 3 or 4 years we have gotten really close. And i wouldn't trade all the things we been through for the world. i was there to hold you when you wanted to cry about boys, and like wise to you. You always gave me a shoulder to lean on. i will never be able to thank you enough.

This past summer we spent every day together. I was at your house almost everyday. It was an escape i had away from my home life, and the people who stressed me out. We would talk about every thing and anything. That was the summer we became sisters. Haley i love you my best friend, and I'm glad i can be myself with you! All i have to say is " I LOVE YOU!....why?....BECAUSE YOU LET ME BE MYSELF!" Hankie thank you for being my best friend!

An Adventure gone wrong

Monday i came to school and all i could think about was all this snow we were supposed to be getting. 3:15 rolled around and the announcements came on and basically told us that we needed to get home as soon as we could because the snow was on its way and they wanted us all off the roads and safe. That night i went to bed and when i woke up i ran to my window and saw a brand new blanket of white fluffiness. The first thing i did was call up my friend Haley. She is my best friend and we are with each other constantly, i consider her house to be my second home. Its like my home away from home. i always feel comfortable to be myself around her. So the first snow day we had i got myself over to her house and we set out on an adventure. So, we set out for the unknown. We walked to the very back of their property and decided to go into the woods. We crossed maybe 20 small lakes and several patches of thorns. We climbed over trees that had fallen from previous storms. We just let our imagination sore. We called the fallen trees mountains and the small streams oceans. We were gone for a good 4 hours just exploring the woods behind her house. Then we decided that it was getting too cold and we needed to go back. So i went to climb over the biggest Mountain we had seen all day. This mountain had fallen over a large body of frozen water. The thing is the ice on top of the water wasn't as thick as i had thought. I took one step and the ice broke in several places. So i stood on a small branch and tried to balance myself so i could get to the tree. Then out of nowhere my feet fly from out beneath me. i went straight through the frozen water and could not move. My friend Haley just stood there and laughed at me. i picked myself up on to find that i had dropped my camera on the water. That was the day i lost all my memories. i was just astonished that it had happened to me. Still shocked i began to cry, after that i basically i ran back to her house because we were both fed up with all this snow and coldness. This was my Adventure that went wrong. :(

Temptations

How do you do it?

You instill fear in me!

You point me in directions I wish not to travel.

Temptation

How evil you are.

I see you everyday

Your face

My heart

You feed on my emotions

How do you do it?

You make it all look so easy

Temptation

leave my soul alone

I know now how you work!

and never shall i confide in you again

Temptation