red dress

There you hang on the back of my closet door, still in the bag. Your bright hue of vibrant red shines through like the sun peaking out behind the clouds. You sit there and taunt me. You are only a size 4, that of which only a few days ago I could fit into. This weekend I plan on making you fit. No matter what I have to do you will fit. You are not the best thing I have ever seen, but you are pretty. I plan to wear you on May 1st 2010. For one night, and one night only. I hope you are ready, because this night will hopefully be a night that I never forget.

The Art of Chaos

Chaos in the world brings uneasiness, but it also allows the opportunity for creativity and growth.Our real discoveries come from chaos, from going to the place that looks wrong and stupid and foolish. We only consider this world chaotic because it is changing faster than we are. It produces confusion in our minds, and mixed emotions in our hearts. We don't know what to believe anymore. We have thoughts of total randomness, which is consistent in chaos; it has a negative consistency which makes it completely predictable. So is everything really chaotic or are we all just a little nutzz?!

My goals

Goals are what we should always set for our self...Goals and Standards.
My goal for this year is to just have the time of my life.
I want to hit a home run, fall in love, make good grades, and good choices.
As most people would notice, the goals i set for myself are all short term. It is plain and simple,I'm just a kid. Tis true that in about 3 months I will be a full on Senior in high school, but right now i am still at that point where I'm just trying to live care free. I plan on having fun with every aspect of my life, whether it have to do with school, sports, or even relationships. I guess what I'm saying is that I'm not ready to grow up, and i don't think that I ever will be. Right now I plan to keep my Goals simple and my Standards low. In the long run this might not be the smartest idea, but honestly I like how it is going so far. Never mess with a good thing! (:

Friends

Some people make your laugh a little louder, your smile a little brighter, and your life a little better. These people i call my friends. A brunette and a blonde with an inseperable bond. Me and my girls are the best, honestly I wouldnt settle for anything less. I dont expect any of them to be faultless, because I only hope they accept mine.

Summer!!!

All I need is a warm sandy beach to sink my toes into, a fairly long beach towel, tanning lotion, a cute bathing suit, my sunglasses, some music, and my bestfriend. Sitting there under the sun, sharing laughs and making memories.
Wearing our Tank tops and flip flops
Blue skies, Hot guys
Late nights,Water fights
Bathing suits, popsicle fruits
Sleeping in and sneaking out
It's Party time, lets go schools out!
I just can't wait for summer 2010!

Rain

There are those certain days when all you want to do is have fun. To me fun can be found in almost any activity. As long as you are willing to make it fun. Almost like saying look at the glass as half full instead of half empty. Optimism is the key. A day when the clouds where blacker than coal and the wind with its suttle bite, we decided to go play some softball. Our coach was reluctant, but we persuaded him that it could be done. The rain began to hit our faces making it hard to see. Our coach would repetitively ask us if we wanted to quite. In all honesty playing softball in the rain is the funnest thing I have done with my teammates all year. We slid in the mud and basically took our misfortune and made it a day to remember.

Weekend(:

A time that consisted of
-Corn hole games
-Abnormal looking hamburgers
-Kerrick's awesome Popsicles
-An Intense UK game
-Bon Fires
-Rain
-Oreos being thrown
-"That's what she said" jokes
-Random Songs on Brandon's Ipod
-The car alarm going off and not being able to stop it!(haha)
- Bod trying to jump over the fire
-Good talks with my Best friend
-Making fun of my Kid-O's( kroger brand Oreos)
-And making memories that will last forever!
In all i love my friends!!!

RIP Lauren June Girten

It isnt fair that God had to take you from us. It isn't fair that you didnt get a chance at a longer life."God saw you were getting tired, and a cure was not meant to be, So he put his arms around you and whispered "come with me" With tearful eyes we watched you, as we saw you pass away. And although we love you deeply, we could not make you stay; Your golden heart stopped beating, hard working hands at rest- God broke our hearts to prove to us He only takes the best."
I saw you today, Lauren. You looked so beautiful and peaceful, just like you were sleeping. It was hard to walk past all of your softball things and not cry. You were just a normal kid, and then you were struck by cancer. You held on for so long, and because of that you are like a hero to me. I never really spoke that many words to you, but the fact that i knew you and was close to some of your family is really heart breaking. I know now that you are in a better place and are pain free. You are were you belong, in the arms of God. Rest In Peace Lauren, you will be missed.

Without a Voice

Without you I am no one.
Without you I feel disabled.
You make me who I am.
I wish I could find you again.

I look out and all I want to do is scream and shout at the top of my lounges.
Without you I can not express myself.
You give me purpose.
You give me life.
In moments of silence all I want to do is sing.
A life without music is like a child without happiness.
I wish I could fine you again.

Without you I can not laugh.
Without you I am forever lost.
I wish I could fine you again.
MY VOICE, I LOVE YOU

The Dead Poet's Society

Carpe Diem, seize the day!
I loved this movie.Every word that was spoken was pure genius. The teacher actually cared about his students, and went out of his way to show them what poetry was really about. "O, Captain, My Captain" this is what the students would say when they addressed their teacher Mr. Keating. He taught them to look at the world in a new way. Mr. Keating would always go beyond what the school wanted him to do.

He introduced something so special to these group of boys. The dead poet's society allowed that group of guys to bond and to feel poetry flow through them like blood in their veins. The end of this movie sends chills up my spine, the way the class showed how much they loved their teacher. To show him that they knew it wasn't his fault. To show Mr. Keating that he meant something to them.
Carpe Diem, Seize the day!